This is my life... ATM...

Nothing is so good it lasts eternally, perfect situations must go wrong, but this has never yet prevented me, wanting far too much for far too long. (…)

But in the end he needs, a little bit more than me -- more security, he needs his fantasy, and freedom (...) I know him so well (...)
No one in your life is with you constantly
No one is completely on your side

(I know him so well - Chess)

Are you really here or am I dreaming, I can’t tell dreams from truth(…)

When I get really lonely and the distance causes only silence, I think of you smiling with pride in your eyes a lover that sighs
(If you want me – Marketa Iglova & Glen Hansard)

The trick is getting you to think that all this was your idea. And that this was everything you've ever wanted out of here, Loves not a competition but I'm winning. I'm not sure what's truly altruistic anymore, When every good thing that I do is listed and you're keeping score, Loves not a competition but I'm winning, At least I thought I was but there's no way of knowing.
(Love’s not a competition – Kaiser Chiefs)

(…)So I wanna say thank you ', Cause it makes me that much stronger, Makes me work a little bit harder, It makes me that much wiser, So thanks for making me a fighter. Made me learn a little bit faster, Made my skin a little bit thicker, Makes me that much smarter, So thanks for making me a fighter
(Fighter – Christina Aguilera)

I never wanna say it’s love, But it’s really what I’m thinking of, I felt the same today As I was feeling yesterday, It’ll be the same tomorrow. From an only one change, I never wanna say it’s love. But it’s really what I’m thinking of
(Never wanna say it’s love – Dido)

All I want for christmas....